It’s so hard to find people you connect with. And even if you do find someone, it’s just momentary. Honestly I’m bored out of my mind, not because I have nothing to do but because I have no one to have real conversations with. And this… boredom… consumes me, makes me depressed. I start relating it to a bunch of other negative things in my life and BOOM I’m all… blue. I badly need to have a pouring-out-my-heart type of conversation with someone who listens and and… and I don’t know! The fact that I’m blogging about how dull things are is proof that I’m out of ideas of how to find someone to connect with.